You should go back to forest school
Find a desk near a nice bird and copy her songs and her sweet voice
Hang out with the grass
Learn how to be stepped on all day and then pop up all refreshed like you felt nothing
Run with squirrels
Back and forth, doing the same damn thing everyday, in any weather, and always surprised and delighted by the same outcome
Or live a day with a bug — do the full routine: hatch, molt, hook-up, die — and then you’ll know just how little you get done in across all of your human days